I must be a great actor.. My heart is on the floor and my dad just came in and told me I look good... I look at peace... I couldn't be farther from that place he thinks I'm at. I want to join my heart on the floor, crawl up next to my dog. My dog.. the one creature on this planet (other than my other dog) that would never judge me, or leave me because I am who I am... I never have to act with her.
I hate myself right now.. I really do. How can I look at peace when I feel like shit? Is it because I don't really feel like shit? Or because I really have no idea what to do so I look calm?
... I just want a hug...
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