Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I wanna be

I wanna see you, be with you , hold your hand.
I wanna sit with you, talk with you and just be with you.
I dream of walking on the beach bear foot of witting on the sand.
some day I hope so hard that this dream will come true.
but then again, my dreams came true when we came together.
even if distance holds us apart
I hope this feeling lasts forever,
and this will never end, but always be a start. <3

Monday, September 27, 2010

Today, I recieved a letter in the mail. It was from my boyfriend. Although I think he is an idoit for waiting for the first day of my college classes to ask me out. how does that make him an idoit? HE LIVES IN MINNESOTA AND I LIVE IN WISCONSIN. gosh.
so how is this a relationship? we talk on the phone everyday, well, every night.
ok, so back to the letter. Even though we dont get to see eachother, he wrote me a letter about how much he cares about me <3
He said "the thought of you is like winning the powerball a million times over again."
his sweetness and thoughtfulness reminds me why this relationship will work. <3

Saturday, September 25, 2010

I really hated today

idk why, but i really hated today. I just started something, and its already hurting me. One day, wow. thats a record. not even a day, but half a day. :(
It makes me sick how much i fight with people. Why do i fight with people? i need something to make me happy again, but whenever i find something, or someone i should say, i fight. I hate myself for fighting. that, my dear friends, is my greatest downfall.

Friday, September 24, 2010

My Day 9/24/10

Ok, because this is my first blog i will keep it simple. I went to get my glasses fixed today because the lens popped out. Which is really sad because i just got these glasses last week. :'(
so im at the store and the dude (really nice old guy) fixed my glasses and i walked out of the store satisfied. For some reason i decided to look at the glasses, so i did, and lo and behold, the lens wasn't even touching the frame! o.O
so i walk back in and tell him, he goes to fix them and comes back to tell me he is gonna order me new glasses. I thought something was wrong with the frame that the lens was never gonna work, but it turns out when he was fixing the glasses, he ended up putting a big ol' scratch on the frame. 
He was so nice and just to know he was being honest with me up front to tell me what he did, that made my day. <3