tomorrows tears

today is just another day
i must live with out you.
tomorrows sun means nothing to me
if youre not here to share it.
how can i even think
to continue on when i feel like this.
ill tell you how
lift my head proud
and walk in the rain
to conceal the tears
that are pouring down my face.

Tears

i know i did what was best.
i know he will move on.
i know i will too.
but how long will it take?
how long will it take for the tears to go away?
how long will it take for me to stop shaking?


i feel sick,
and i havnt felt sick for so long
he took that feeling away from me.
he told me he loved me.
but he lied to me.
no, not about the love, 
but about something that was so stupid.
i hate liars.
so i hate him.
but at the same time,
i dont...
he asked for a second chance
but i cant give it to him
because i can no longer trust him.


every guy i thought i loved, 
has broken me.
mind body and heart.
they make me want to do things
that will take away that hurt
but bring a new hurt.
and i want to so badly cave into that feeling.
but at the same time,
i dont.
i have gone so long with out
hurting myself.
and i will not give myself the satisfaction of 
caving in because some boy fucked me over.


i will stay strong
through all the lies
through all the heart break
through everything.

Darkness

in the darkest of hours,
in the deadest of night,
in all those times
where the stars are not bright.
you have always been the moon
lighting my path
keeping me happy
and calming my rath

To the moon

ill take you to the moon
and we will sit in a crator
watching the earth rise over the horizon.
we will see the world in a way unknown to many.

ill take you to the sun, 
but we will not burn.
our love will shine so bright 
that the sun will not affect us.

ill keep you in my heart.
because it is there
that i know no one will take you away
and its a place you will never want to leave

Lies

You lied to me,
and you know how that hurts me
You lied to me
and you know how hard it was for me
to trust in you.
how could you do that to me?
Dont try to apologize,
the deed has been done.
I can forgive,
but I can not forget..
Even if everything ends well,
I will NEVER be able to trust you
as much as I once have.

Lies always end badly.
And you brought this on yourself.
Once you lied to me,
you changed all that once was.
I will never be able
to look at you the same way again.
This was your doing.
But now I'm ending it.
It's over.